Prompted by my inspiration to create my first emotion-rooted piece: INSIGHT, I embarked on a journey of creating a series that truly captures my desire to know the process in order to trust the process. I knew that waking up disappointed in myself and wondering if there was even a reason for my existence stemmed from my lack of knowledge and unwillingness to trust that I would be fine.
My deepest desire at the time was to receive any form of revelation that would give me a sense of hope. To be taken and shown the plans for my life. Not just to believe that things were coming together for my good but to actually see the inner workings of my universe. A backstage pass if you will. To know that I would be worth the oxygen I consumed on earth one day. I wanted FORESIGHT.
I imagined a person, much like myself, who could give me such a gift. An oracle of some sort that could bestow me with the gift of knowing exactly what would be. I don’t know what the oracle of foresight might truly look like, but I imagined it would have FOUR EYES two of which could see the present and two to see into the future.
I thought it was clever to call this oracle “FOURSIGHT” as a way of playing with ambiguity. This piece is so dear to me. It marked the start of my creative awakening. I realized that, that I had begun to walk in MY PURPOSE.